Forgive yourself. It's okay to let go of the
 past...
Self respect and dignity come form who you are right now. Don't carry guilt and shame
around in your heart like poisoned dagger.
Constant regret for the past is a waste of spirit..

If you feel that you have been corrupted by
sin, than the glory of Islam is that innocence
can be yours again, with TAUBAT. In other
words, your soul has not turned into an evil
thing. It is not totally lost. It is just at a point
when it is not feeling remorse or sorrow for
its action.

But that can be changed!
The soul can be softened through prayer,
dua', Dzikir, fasting, reciting Quran, doing
good to others, and other acts of worship,
until your soul once again feels remorse,
and can return to a state of purity.
Subhanallah..

Allah knew exactly what He was doing when
He made you. If you don't trust your own
judgement, then trust Allah's.

Wake up and Thank Allah, and do your best
every day. Have faith in Allah's love and
mercy, and reflect that in your actions 
toward others. Be peaceful, and strive to e 
happy...